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Name: beckster
Birthday: 3/3/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: making it simple.
music
rollercoasters
driving
sparkly and neon things
earrings
running
& FOOD.
Expertise: procrastination.
Message: message me
Member Since:
4/29/2003
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| must i always be waiting on you? must i always keep playing the fool?
holy crap. haven't updated this thing in a long time! yikes. i think we're nearing the... sixth anniversary of me having a xanga? i should maybe update more. but no one reads it anyways! oh well.
i need to be a bit more better with handing in work on time, but i really hate working with computer programs such as final cut and pro tools. they suck. if i have outside free time, i wanna spend it reading and tanning outside by our lake on campus, not in the editing suites of kendall where we have NO CELL SERVICE or any real connection to the outside world. i wanna frolic in a sundress and not have to worry about sweating in a basement sauna.
despite all that... what about life. life? life is fantastic. never could be better. i have never felt this way before. enjoying every moment. sounds sooooooo cheesy, but i really have nothing to complain about. except homework! haha.
summer is soon. i need a job. hire me, NBC? can i take over katie couric's job for the summer? please?
done for nowww. peace.
later gators
<3 always = beckster
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| touch me once again, and remember when there was no one that you wanted more.
ah, celine dion. i almost went to one of her concerts when i was in 4th grade or something, and got really sick and couldn't go. i was so pissed because we won the tickets off the radio. but the people that were supposed to go with us still went and brought me back a celine dion poster. on a side note, the same people that i went to the concert with took my first ever celine cd and never gave it back. i am still very bitter about this, haha.
i really like her voice. not that i want to emulate it or anything, cause i could never do that and besides her voice isn't my all time fave [julie andrews FTW!] it's just so powerful and always sends a message across through her songs like, "yeah, i'm a fucking badass singer and could kick your butt in a vocal competition any day of the week, bitches." and she'd say that in french 'cause she's french canadian. i actually hated "my heart will go on" for so many years. all those girls would play it non stop, and i preferred the one that is quoted in this profile, and that sorta "duet" she did with frank sinatra. "my heart..." scared me cause it always reminded me of the sad parts of titanic and how so many people lost their lives. damnit, stupid song. and then i listened to it. and liked it. but i still only listen to it in moderation.
i guess i've made this the music entry. might as well continue on with things that i've observed. when something so beautiful is playing, i get goosebumps. it could be 110 degrees out, but i get the bumps all over my freakin body cause i guess music moves me in a way to disturb the function of my skin that occurs only when i'm cold. i don't think i've ever told anyone that cause it's so embarrassing to be wearing shorts and a tank and start to look like you jumped into ice water! i guess i get that also when i play french horn. such a pretty looking instrument with an even prettier sound. i'm so glad it's my first instrument. when i take my break from work, i go downstairs and play with mr. r's advanced french horn lesson group. they're so good for only going into 6th grade. we play simple things, but it gives me such joy knowing that i can still pick up the instrument and play it, fingerings and all. i can't let it leave my life, knowing that i've played it for 9 years. taking that sorta year hiatus made me sad. why should i give up something i love so much. guess i have to schedule concert band into my courses now :]
that's it for tonight. going to the fireworks/concert tonight. jimmy buffet cover band, sweet!
later gators
<3 always = beckster
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| the future's littered with prizes.
yo. i love the lion king. don't hate :]
mom likes to ride her high horse ALL THE TIME. she never gets off of it. right now, all i want is privileges to drive the new car. and not drive it all the time, just like every once in a while. seriously. and all she keeps on going on about how it's "her car" and she needs to "drive it to work." NEWS FLASH! school is out and that means you are done with work. she's ridiculous. i know i have my dinky old car, and it runs alright.... but god damnit! i just want to drive a car that is not 17 years old. that is TWO YEARS YOUNGER THAN ME. i'm convinced she doesn't want my sister and i to have anything nice in our lives until we turn i don't know how old. also, she probably feels like she needs to have possession over everything in her life. like geeeeez, she already owns her dream car 1970 corvette and we have a really nice truck/suv thing. can you cut me a break and let me drive something nice? i'm not that kid that's gonna crash the car. i'm pretty ridiculously mature when it comes to driving, even though this rant might make me look immature. ALSO, i don't want to get my own car right now and pay $3000 for car insurance on a separate plan. I CANNOT AFFORD THAT. let me have some fun. please?
k. ending rant. i guess i'm just jaded by the fact that every kid in mahwah drives a nicer car than i do, and for once i would like to enjoy that feeling as well.
ANYWHOHOW, i have yet another week to myself until work at MHS starts. let's hang out.
later gators
<3 always = beckster
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| do, do you got a first aid kit handy? do, do you know how to patch up a wound?
so i really really enjoy being a lazy bum. seriously. my mom and dad are all excited that abercrombie gave me my first shift on friday night, but i could care less. its just one 5 hour shift of walking around the store and folding clothes and looking like an all american stylish woman, or something like that. i do like to work, just laziness overwhelms that feeling. i could spend all day in my room on the computer and not mind that the day went by. it's peaceful knowing that i have no responsibilities in the summer.
hm. i would really like to have a huge party with the "mahwah crew" as lizzie used to put it. momo and nancy should get their asses to mahwah soon. that's something i wouldn't be lazy with.
i get the feeling that this post is on the random rambling side, but i'm just voicing what's on my mind.
i'd like a new phone, please. now that i hear my plan is bumped up to end on july first, i've been itching to get a new one, and possibly add a texting plan. i'm sick of having people tell me to get out of the stone age or telling me that they forgot to call me because they mass texted everyone else. gahhhh. i mean, people, you can just call me. but i guess i should give in and get at least some basic plan. i'll be appeasing the masses.
okay done for the night. no more stupid things coming out of my mouth... for now.
later gators
<3 always = beckster
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| times square can't shine as bright as you, i swear it's true.
oh man.
i CANNOT stop watching GREEK. it's too addicting.
that is all.
later gators
<3 always = beckster
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